Sunday, March 25, 2012

2 - 22:40 - Why I Feel Like an A-hole

Sometimes, I just really feel like an asshole. Today, here's why.

  • I didn't get any photos of L.E. and her godparents while they were visiting for her birthday.
  • I didn't go run today because it's windy. Also, I'm lazy.
  • I still wanted E to cook last night after an exhausting day. We ended up ordering pizza; but that doesn't mean I still didn't want her to make her tacos.
  • I'm going to make T make E's tacos for dinner tonight.
  • I swore I wouldn't buy myself any clothes this month but I still did.
  • I'm the worst picture-taker ever at birthday parties.
  • I've been having these terrible nightmares so I started writing them down in my novel book because I sometimes like to think I'm a real writer.
  • Our next hip appointment is Friday and I'm not thinking about it until I have to.
  • I want my nice friends who don't have kids to have kids and I keep telling them.
  • I'm scared to leave L.E. with my parents for a weekend. I really don't want to but I have to.
  • I didn't invite a lot of people to the party, yet I still invited a lot of people to the party.
  • L.E. prefers her dad to me and I feel resentful about it.
  • Toy Story 3 makes me realize that I really should donate or throw out a lot of L.E.'s toys.
  • I haven't written a blog post in five days and I'm hoping you haven't noticed but I secretly wish you do.
  • I want T to focus on grading papers so I can switch off March Madness and catch up on Smash.
  • I eavesdrop on other people's conversations. All. The. Time.
  • I'm supposed to go to the movies tonight. I don't care about the movie as much as I care about a giant tub of buttered popcorn that I won't share.
  • I judge other moms but I pretend that I don't.
  • L.E. ate ice cream toppings for dinner last night.
This may be a regular feature on this blog now. Because I'm an asshole.

4 comments:

  1. I am right there with you. I can totally relate to some of the feelings. There are time when I feel like an A-Hole too!!

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  2. I added the 1st post and then realized that I need to add some info so you would know who this crazy person is that added a comment to your blog! April

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  3. Thanks, April! I felt less like an a-hole after I wrote this so Im sure I'll post about it again.

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  4. Try not to stress about it if you can, we're all assholes sometimes. And we are all our own worst critics too.

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